“Yet, I must stay in the world to do battle until the Lord calls me home. This is the sacrifice I must make; to stay in the world, when I would much rather leave it. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” from Howard’s Journal

At 36, Howard Rea was searching for what God had in mind for him.

He knew he wanted to be sold out to his Savior.

What he never expected was that the answer to his prayer lay in the diagnosis of a brain tumor that would leave him paralyzed.

Surely this wasn’t how a loving God worked!